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Oh. My. Hell.

February 23, 2011

In Hell, people don’t have ice water.

They also have chronic pain.  And it’s terrible.

I am in so much pain today.  On a scale of 1-10, it’s at around a 12 or 13.

I think af is on the way.  Haven’t seen her since Sept 19, 2010, due to PCOS and endometriosis. 

I feel like I’m having back labor pains that are aggravating my back injury like crazy.  One more reason we will not be adding any cute branches to our family tree. 

I took my body for granted pre injury.  You’ve heard it before; don’t know what you’ve got til it’s gone.  This is a huge one.  I didn’t realize how happy I should’ve been to have the health I did have.  I was focused on the negatives of PPD and stuff. 

Not cool, Valerie.  Not cool.

Hoping a narcotic, heating pad, and a muscle relaxer will help take the edge of. 

Emotionally, I’m doing pretty well.  I feel exhausted all the damn time.  I don’t understand it.  It doesn’t matter if I go to bed at 10pm or if I go to bed at 1am; I feel pretty much the same.  Which is tired. 

When I was in junior high, I would be so bored in some of my classes.  I would spend all day thinking to myself, “When I get home, I am so taking a nap!”  Then I’d actually get out of school and be so happy about it, I wouldn’t want to take a nap at all!  I was renewed and felt energetic!

So is this one of those instances?  Am I just bored (or something) being a SAHM right now, so I feel exhausted? I go through phases of that every so often.   I’m not sure.  Maybe I’ll bring it up at my next counseling appointment.  Cuz ya know, she has all the answers.  LoL


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